Matt Kleberg- Braced for Redemption

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I was in Budapest with two friends, about halfway through our two week post-graduation Eastern Europe jamboree. We were arguing, over some coffee, about the schedule for the afternoon. I was really frustrated and felt left out of the conversation. Not only did I feel annoyed and slighted, but I was also hot, sore, and hungry. To add to my already sour mood, our server at the café was a jerk. Before I could hand him the money for our bill, he snatched it from my fingers impatiently and stomped off. None of this sounds particularly earth-rattling, but nevertheless, I was fuming. The sum of it all- the heat, the hunger, the aches, the arguing, the pushy server- had steam coming out my ears.

There was a church we wanted to see right across the street, so we left the café and walked over. I was seething when I walked up, but something happened inside. As soon as we entered through the doorway and under the vaulted ceiling, a group of nondescript tourists with fanny packs and cameras assembled at the front of the church and broke into song. They sang a Hungarian hymn, and as their voices rose and fell and swelled again for a final “Amen,” I found myself weeping in one of the pews. As quickly as they had assembled, the group dispersed and exited the church.

The performance did not seem premeditated, which made it all the more beautiful. I sat revitalized, overcome by grace, my fatigue and frustrations checked at the door. It was awesome. I had walked in the church feeling the brokenness of the world so evident in my own bitter frustration, and yet the sound of the hymn reminded me that God is in the business of making it right. In the midst of pain and suffering and toil and war, Christ is redeeming and restoring the world.

My youngest sister got her braces two days ago. The orthodontist told her that she should expect to have a metal-mouth for at least two years, but probably three. She might also need to have a jaw surgery and gum surgery. That stinks. When she came home, her teeth were already so tender and sore she couldn’t chew her dinner. Ultimately, though, the braces are fixing what was once a pretty snaggle-toothed smile. It will be painful and it won’t be immediate, or even apparent for a while, but eventually her teeth will be set straight. Hearing the hymn was a taste of the restoration that is already at hand, but like my sister’s teeth, that restoration is not complete.

Romans 8:20-25 addresses the braces issue. The passage describes creation as groaning to be set free from the bondage of the Fall. Our frustration, our selfishness and sense of entitlement are confirmation of this bondage. We can identify it in every one of our relationships. And yet, scripture assures us that the present state of the world is not the final word. Rather, we hope with patience, resting in the promise that Christ is setting things straight.

Drink some chai for me in

Drink some chai for me in Turkey, that's one of my life goals.
Thanks for the eloquent thoughts, Matt. I echo them this week as well. I'm working at a summer camp and the adolescents I am supposed to be discipling were getting on my nerves to no end last night at dinner. We were all tired (I'm doing kitchen crew so we're the first to get up and the last to go to bed!) and the energy to serve 240 campers was not in any of us, least of all me with my dour attitude.
By the middle of the meal, however, I was smiling. I don't know how God did it, and it wasn't by any of my efforts, but all the frustrations and aggravations I harbored in my heart, He gracefully released in the course of chicken nuggets and mac and cheese. All of the sudden, I appreciated the subtle humor of a 15 year old again (whom I had caught yet again loafing around instead of working one of the many jobs that needed to be done). The instinct to go into my best teacher reprimand mode quickly faded. My negative thoughts, inward groanings if you will, that I am pretty sure etched displeasure on my face, dissipated. Grace had struck me as I realized that what I am seeing that frustrates me so is not what will be seen in the long run.
High schoolers will not always be high schoolers with their insecurities, ego-centric opinions, and endless energies that navigate away from common sense. And I will not always remain my prideful, annoying, ego-centric, frustrated self. With patience and the Holy Spirit, frustrations are overcome. Transformation and redemption and maturity occurs, not just for my heart, but for crew kids, campers, co-workers, countrymen, and the world.
This simple truth renews me as I prepare for a summer of 'fixing' adolescent work ethics and as I see parallels within my own selfish nature. The reminder that the process of redemption is bigger than what I can see in this present time is why I trust in the power of the gospel. Such a good word to remember as we wait and hope with patience for what is unseen with selves who are not yet ready for our "braces" to come off, but who eagerly await those perfect smiles.
Romans 8:25: "But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience." Et en français, "Mais si nous espérons ce que nous ne voyons pas, nous l'attendons avec persévérance."