For many years, I took my anthropology
from Plato and Descartes more than from Jesus. This is a fancy way
of saying that I thought the mind was more important than the body.
In a Gnostic sort of way, I thought the body was inferior and the
mind, the spirit, and the psyche were where it was at. It seemed
noble, almost courageous, to champion the mind. The indomitable
spirit. It sounds so American. Sticks and stones may break my
bones, but, Ah-ha! words will never hurt me. My body may wither
away, but the real me, the one hidden inside this shell of flesh,
presses on.
When I was younger, I was always
fascinated with the stories of people who endured great bodily harm
and yet kept their wits about them so as to survive. John McCain is
famous for his years of enduring torture in the "Hanoi Hilton"
during the Vietnam War. He and his buddies weathered horrific
conditions and managed to survive even when pushed to the breaking
point. Senator McCain wrote in an article after his release that the
key to their survival was remaining in contact with one another even
though they were in solitary confinement. Oftentimes this involved
tapping on the walls of their cells in Morse code. Their captors new
that if they could isolate their prisoners completely then they would
succumb to
the torture. Maintaining contact with each
other--essentially holding together as a community--served as a
lifeline that kept the men going.
My faith in the incorporeal aspects of
my person is actually an indication of my faith in myself. It does
seem that some people have faith in their bodies, taking pride in
their physiques and spending hours pumping them up with weights and
filling them up with GNC supplements. But I think we most often fall
into the trap of thinking that, deep inside no matter what the
circumstances, we are strong.
Indeed, the body exhibits its
frailties. But so does the mind and the psyche. We are frail, both
in mind and body. I see it in my foul mood after a poor night's
sleep. We have all seen how cancer drains the spirit of those who
suffer from it. Our entire person is in need of a good drink of
Living Water (John 4:10.
Still, I guess what it comes down to is
that I have too much confidence in my self. The resurrection means
much to us because it signifies new life in our spirits and also, one
day, in our bodies. However, we must not forget the crucifixion
where our selfish selves are crucified with Christ (Gal. 2:20). "It
is no longer I who live but Christ who lives in me."
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Hi Cody! I was pruising the
Tue, 05/20/2008 - 21:59 — Jaclyn Pham Haynes (not verified)Hi Cody! I was pruising the web and can upon this weblog. Fancy finding you here.
Your posts have been quite fascinating though I have to take a minute or two or 10 to let it sink in and to fully understand. I look forward to reading more.
Hope all is well. Sounds like God is doing great things with your life.
:) Jaclyn (Baylor University friend)